treat me like a child;
throw your arms around me;
oh please protect me.

ohcrap. i hate this ob. im surviving on say 2hours for sleep dont know how many days just to get this stupid shit done. urgh. and migraine kicking in doesnt help at all. though there are times where i slept while they chiong the work. i felt really bad. big thanks! i cant wait to get it over and done with. and yes, the assignments results were crap.

the higher the hope, the greater the disappointment.

keep or let go? the best of both world doesnt exist ): Lord lead me; let Your love lead the way.

i just dont know what to do seriously. i want to pull back but i dont know how. i never know what i really wanted already. though i know i still do have you in me.

you just made me feel like im the smallest thing on earth. go, im just not good enough.

thanks. it has always been me. i was never praised to have done something just the way it should be done. im just not good enough.

Carry me, my Lord. shield me. show me how i should live my life.

the peace that suddenly feels so amplified on the journey to je. being alone suddenly feels so comfortable that i'm enjoying it; with the music on my ipod going on and on, blasting on in my ear. yet the words are so ambiguous i cant catch, melody so enchanting taht it's just emotion-evoking. many racy thoughts, but i never understood what they meant or what they were. difficult to pen, maybe it's time. what an emo week.

time for what i dont know. God, please carry me. guide me. teach me what i need to know. i dont know what to think and feel anymore. talk to me. tell me if i should do what i think i should. but it feels so unfair. God, make the decision for me please.

staying quiet feels so suddenly comfortable.

and im so wrong about that guy. i dont know what rumours he tried to spread. but wth. i gave him the benefit of doubt. God will handle him.