i must talk about my nails NOW! i was so excited! whee. i actually went to meet twinie in town for a dinner. so we actually talked about doing nails and i've long decided to do it today. so atlas!!! we got it done! hurhur! so pretty nails to go with pretty occasion. my virgin experience at the nail parlour. feels absolutely wonderful and girlish. hurhur. so i did french manicure at a steal! and gosh, i sound like i AM FINALLY growing up. hurhur! what an old age to try my first time at the nail parlour when i saw so many young girls doing it. as young as 14?! hola! i just cant stop admiring my nails. hurhur!

time for an update. had cell christmas party on sun (: so many virgin experiences this week. went to timbre for the first time at substation. so all was cool. only to not be able to catch the live band playing ): but thank God for the protection of not taking panadol and alcohol together. i forgot and almost took it. icecream-ed at sapore italiano with the icecream group, with kim, jh and simon. and i am so gonna try their spagetti icecream (: heard it was good.

ytd was with kh. so i went up to the flyer for the first time too! (: the city view was fantastic! absolutely breathtaking. and i tried playing with the dslr for the first time too. i sucked at adjusting for the right effect. well, but it isnt mine anyway. hahahha. dinner wasnt exactly fantastic. we dined at soprano, normanton park? what a secluded place. but ohwells, thumbs up for ambience and feel, but no no for food. wasnt that great. though their cream custard is fabulous.

past week was caroling in school for cf. virgin experience for caroling too! well, wasnt a big crowd thanks to the holiday season. ohwell, but it was exciting. and last day i had to do a solo song. i was hesitant because i was afraid i wasn't up to the standard. but thanks God for the glory and strength to sing it. without getting out of tune too. and i can say i pretty much enjoy singing it too. whee (: and finally a met up with jacob. it's like eons since we last met. gosh. so it was a god chit chat session.

had night cycling last night. what a great adventure! ((: whee! and praise God for His blessings, otherwise we would have gotten into trouble of being a target group to be disturbed by the guys. but we were safe and sound (: cycled out of ecp to old airport road to dunman and finally back! i'm so proud of myself to be able to find our ways there (: whee! and finally home sweet home to concuss immediately.

caroling was fun today! my first ever experience (: whee! but i totally woke up late. was supposed to reach at 12 but awaken only at 1150. sleep was too beautiful to resist. hahs.

seeing that tiny little eyes looking back at me made me realise how innocent and fragile she is. this new little life has been brought into this world and God, i pray for you to bless her with Your everlasting love just like how You have blessed me. she is soooo tiny and cute! ((: at first i felt so afraid to hold her fragile body for fear of snapping her neck accidentally just by a twitch of my fingers. BUT You gave me the strength! i'm glad i took a sp forward to embrace it. i learnt how to feed her and holding her in my arms make me feel so awesome. so You feel that too? is that why You, my Saviour carries us in Your loving arms and never let go?

nevertheless, i felt so happy being able to feed my baby cousin ((: accomplished! this is call life lesson one oh one. hurhur. more to come! ((:

yes yes yes! God is so great, lovely, wonderful and amazing! He cleared all my mods (((: ! this is the happiest thing ever! though i did 2 papers with a fever, yet He made me see His powers by clearing it for me. how wonderful He is! i was so scared this morning that i told my mum. and she laughed at me for being silly. well, cleared! it makes me realise His wonderful grace!

happy day (: went to catch new moon with manwhore and twinie (: then it was left with me and twinie to shop. he left early. so we had htht and ultimate shopping time (: lots of talk. and i dont know why i feel so joyful (: so blessed with love. and on the way home, susu called me (((: so shockign but she told me her awful day. hahahha! had a chat (: whee!

i can't express how joyful and over-the-moon i am. i felt so loved today. i was just telling twinie about how i felt towards some of my close ones that i feel saddened at times and insecure. and God showed me His love by making susu call me (: so wonderful. right after her call, i felt so jovial (: You are great my Lord my Saviour!