
Sunday, November 15, 2009
it was good to meet up with northpole. though jess was away ): hmm. so till the next outing (: actually i dont know what i actually felt inside. Father, i think i need to resist the little devil in my head. this is bad. well anyway, i cant wait for the night cycling.
and i think i bump into a few people. like clement and annlo. hurhur. all still look the same. i feel bored. i'm gonna take a few days break before starting the next job. well, sad i can't go fetch wl. ohwells ): we'll still meet again i hope (:
smiles, 11:56.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
a BIG satisfaction. thank you Father for the wonderful opportunity to experience something i can never experience during these 4 days. it's a great achievement for me. i made great friends and a very good buddy at work, get to teach great kids at princess elizabeth pri. and especially if they remember what i teach. it's absolutely wonderful!
tiring of cuz especially for our voices. imagine the number of times we have to repeat the info as a facilitator, but it was great for us to undertake. i thank You for the opportunity to become stronger and more independent (: You have blessed me greatly with all these jobs! Praise to You my one and only Lord. 4 days passed very quickly, tiring yet satisfying. AND i slept early for once like before 12 (: WOW! let's congratulate cynthia! anyway, i realised that school is rich too, open classroom concept, the cafe hub and arcade, they have band too. like WOW.
sat 7nov:
great start to work out! did tennis swimming with the 2 himbos. so tiring especially after we swam. and then we went out to dinner, just the 3 of us. before my twinie joins after dinner. lots of fun (:
smiles, 00:30.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
my sister's keeper is really a tearjerker. ohgosh. the strength and pain and love is so admirable. now i really do wanna read the book. and i need to wait till 3rd dec for new moon ): i think i heard so many people sniffing away in the cinema ytd. kate really reminds me of someone. i felt so heartwrenched but thankful at the same time for a different outcome. makes me learn to treasure her more.
ohyeah. i'm up so early. like wow right. the start to a healthy lifestyle. hurhur. i'm waiting for that 2 himbos, adi and kairong to play tennis. i'm gonna look so stupid later. and they wanna go tan. good for me. hurhur. i can't wait to start this journey. hahahha.
smiles, 08:14.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
yes! it's done and it's party time!
God says to me in the bus when i was alone, "go and be strong, do what you havent done and experience it in faith because I am here for you to draw strength and courage Beloved Child. Be comforted." that's why i felt the sudden surge in strength and energy to do something relaxing yet meaningful.
so when i got settled down, my phone rang and i was blessed richly with an interview. so i'm gonna work with kids (: temporary but i guess it's fulfilling. God says He'll teach me along the way and ask me to love them as how He loved us, and to bless them richly ((: i will look only ahead and hold on to the hands that have always been holding on to me.
here i come!
smiles, 23:05.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Hallejuiah! i'm up and well. slightly, but still it's a great blessing! i just hope it doesn't relapse anytime tomorrow. please Father. make me well for tomorrow too!
i have to thank everyone for their care and concern (: loves! and to alvin too, since you delivered me a huge box of food and chocolates and cereal yourself in exams time somemore. how am i gonna finish. but i thank for the perks and encouragement (: God has blessed me richly. God bless you too lovely one.
and then i saw hb. now i've confirmed that she's in sim too. wow. we have a long way back seriously. and a few others that were quite surprising to me. okay cynthia, persevere for tomorrow's paper )): and then it's time to party! though i'm on the verge to play already )): shucks. can't wait for next week! activities are up (: ohyay! i'm soooo excited!
smiles, 12:59.
Praise God for the slight recovery and delievering me from the touture i have to go through. gosh. to ssit through the exams with a fever and tendency to vomit isn't a joke man. 3 hours suddenly seem so torturous to me. i cannot even revise properly or think properly. i had to lie in bed till the cab comes to fetch me.
it started since thursday night. ran to the toilet 6 times. and then i had splitting headache. so i slept through the night thinking i'll be fine the next day. and then it worsened. i was running a slight fever, so i had no choice but to head to the doc. no more delaying man. my mummy wanted to fetch me. how sweet. so i took medication and slept for the entire day. waking in the night, trying to attempt to study. but after 1 hr i gave up. so i rested and then i wake up to mug again. nth goes in. so i think my mab is pretty much a goner.
was praying really hard for Father to relieve my pain and discomfort. well, He helped me through the entire paper. Father, i cast all my fears and worries unto Your loving hands and helped me through the next paper in full recovery!
so straight after the paper, i can't take it anymore, i rang for my mum to fetch me. so i head to the doctor again. but of course i finally vomited after attempts of unable to vomit. and it was water, yucks. the acid that was from my tummy. i felt so relieved after that but during the course of it, it was so suffocating. i can't imagine how someone can be bulimic. it makes the tummy muscles weak.
Father! i pray for Your protection and bless me from having nay relapse! tomorrow is law paper, i cannot afford to have such discomfort oh Lord!
smiles, 08:42.