i watched trade yesterday. it's about child prostitution in mexico. it's so nice i simply love it. yet i feel sympathy towards them that this is their life. i am so thankful to You, Father for i have been blessed with a fortunate life and not having to go through such torture of life, but to simply enjoy the beauty of it. they do not have a choice but to succumb to the one who's in-charge of them now. yet i give thanks to the one who's in charge of my life - my Abba, my Father! that as i give my life to you, i know, in deep faith, that you give abundantly and bless it with riches of Your Grace.

hmm. then the day before i watched moulin rouge. though i watched it before, i watched it again. and it stirred something in me. the greatest thing is to love and be loved. then i thought about others. and i got nothing, i see nothing. i cant even try to foresee it happening. then i wonder if i will ever experience one that i will be blissfully happy and adored. and so i prayed after the show. i pray and i know God will give me the best. as much as i'm assured, i still wonder even till now.

i'm so glad com law is done! and it's over (: time to focus on my marketing. and ponning lectures is getting to me. it's resurfacing. this spells shit.