why is it my fault this time? i am so sure i'm not in the wrong. does it matter? i think i should close up. doesnt really matter if someone knows me better or not. they would still let entries get to them. and then suddenly it's my fault. pictures. hah. totally. i thought i knew, but then i dont. or maybe you show that i dont.

so i've always been at the losing end. because ultimately it's still my fault.